I am walking through water with one of my sisters,
the river banked with tiger lilies, the sun
like having a lemon juiced into your eye, our senile dog
ecstatic behind us,
and I am yammering
about my discovery —
a chest deep pool, sentried by trees
that caterpillars were killing
with their yearly carnival tents.
We reach then ruin the pool with oils and shampoos.
We scrub too much skin
from our heels, then debate
whether to sunbathe naked:
that is, who is hiding in the woods.
We joke so long and rough
the joke morphs, till we’re practicing for
our future rapes:
we both have numbers that we know are up.
My sister’s ears are speared
with porcupine quills and steel,
but she’s placed her straw hat carefully over her stomach.
As she talks I watch
while dragonflies and other
less showy insects land
on her burning shoulders.
The dragonflies present their stenciled wings.
I can’t remember what the others do.
My sister spits
to clean each sunglass mirror.
She wants me to hear
how, when it happens,
she’ll do this scream —
but when the scream comes it’s just like she’s opened
a shaken bottle of sparkling water:
I am speechless only for the view
of her throat’s cushioned corridor.
But when the scream ends her eyes
have broken off from the rest of her face.
She takes our green net bag full of oranges,
and slams it down on the baking rocks,
beating the ground till the oranges soften
and streak the air with the smell of their breaking.