Lost in the Hospital
By Rafael Campo
It’s not that I don’t like the hospital.
Those small bouquets of flowers, pert and brave.
The smell of antiseptic cleansers.
The ill, so wistful in their rooms, so true.
My friend, the one who’s dying, took me out
To where the patients go to smoke, IV’s
And oxygen in tanks attached to them—
A tiny patio for skeletons. We shared
A cigarette, which was delicious but
Too brief. I held his hand; it felt
Like someone’s keys. How beautiful it was,
The sunlight pointing down at us, as if
We were important, full of life, unbound.
I wandered for a moment where his ribs
Had made a space for me, and there, beside
The thundering waterfall of his heart,
I rubbed my eyes and thought, “I’m lost.”
Rafael Campo, “Lost in the Hospital” from What The Body Told, published by Duke University Press. Copyright © 1996 by Rafael Campo. Reprinted by permission of Georges Borchardt, Inc.
Source:
What The Body Told
(Duke University Press, 1996)
