A Small Anatomy of Feeling

That which installs itself in the mind embraces sound
 
Rebounding,
                         rounding the fecund earth
 
Birth, as in what is not, as in one makes one,
                                                     is a mighty absence to understand
 
(and there are those who fail to get their lessons done)
 
Dun is the color of submission
 
Unfledged, she leafs through what has been nothing never
Never to be what she is/ or could /or hope to be
Bewitched by dictions (fictions) on the surface
 
Face naming that which she must save, polished like an apple
 
Apple of the eye, amour of town and street, apple of the cheek
Eaten with a dab of honey for a sweet year
 
Ear to who am I in the suddenly-arriving what-comes-next
Next to being, next to delivery, next to undergone
Gone parenthetical but now revived as her eye
Spies the sudden trespass of his unexpected welcome
 
Succumbing, coming unto him in full sun this morning
 
Mourning what she need not beguile or lie beside

Anna Rabinowitz, “A Small Anatomy of Feeling” from The Wanton Sublime. Copyright © 2006 by Anna Rabinowitz. Reprinted by permission of Tupelo Press.
Source: The Wanton Sublime (Tupelo Press, 2006)
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