Mementos, 1

By W. D. Snodgrass 1926–2009

Sorting out letters and piles of my old

Canceled checks, old clippings, and yellow note cards

That meant something once, I happened to find

Your picture. That picture. I stopped there cold,

Like a man raking piles of dead leaves in his yard

Who has turned up a severed hand.

Still, that first second, I was glad: you stand

Just as you stood—shy, delicate, slender,

In that long gown of green lace netting and daisies

That you wore to our first dance. The sight of you stunned

Us all. Well, our needs were different, then,

And our ideals came easy.

Then through the war and those two long years

Overseas, the Japanese dead in their shacks

Among dishes, dolls, and lost shoes; I carried

This glimpse of you, there, to choke down my fear,

Prove it had been, that it might come back.

That was before we got married.

—Before we drained out one another’s force

With lies, self-denial, unspoken regret

And the sick eyes that blame; before the divorce

And the treachery. Say it: before we met. Still,

I put back your picture. Someday, in due course,

I will find that it’s still there.

Source: Selected Poems 1957-1987 (1987)

Biography

W. D. Snodgrass is often credited with being one of the founding members of the "confessional" school of poetry, even though he dislikes the term confessional and does not regard his work as such. Nevertheless, his Pulitzer Prize-winning first collection, Heart's Needle, has had a tremendous impact on that particular facet of contemporary poetry. "Like other confessional poets, Snodgrass is at pains to reveal the repressed, . . .

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