When in Wisconsin Where I Once Had Time

By John Engels 1931–2007 John Engels
When in Wisconsin where I once had time   
the flyway swans came whistling
to the rotten Green Bay ice and stayed,
not feeding, four days, maybe five, I shouted

and threw stones to see them fly.
Blue herons followed, or came first.
I shot a bittern’s wing off with my gun.   
For that my wife could cry.

My neighbor’s wife mistook the spawning frogs   
for wood ducks nesting the white pines   
up on Bean Hill: I straightway
set her right. Each April, on the first

rainy night I lantern-hunt for salamanders   
where they hide, toewalking the bottom   
mucks and muds. I shudder
at the scored skin of their sides, the deep

flesh tucks. In hand, they dry. I walk
in frogspawn jellies on my lawns. One time I hoped   
the great white birds might brake
for the frog ditch and alight,

but all the addled past falls in on itself,   
splash rings close inward on the rising stone,   
my gun sucks fire, the bone becomes
whole bone, light narrows back

on point and filament, the forest turns to sand,   
and only season lacking source rolls round
and round, till I in my turns fall forever back   
clutching my stone, my gun, my light.

When in Wisconsin where I once had time
and spring beasts gorged my marrows and my tongue,   
I was not blind: the red eft clambered
in my eye.

John Engels, “When in Wisconsin Where I Once Had Time” from Weather-Fear: New and Selected Poems (Athens: The University of Georgia Press, 1983). Copyright © 1983 by John Engels. Used with the permission of the author.

Source: Weather-Fear: New and Selected Poems 1958-1982 (1983)

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Poet John Engels 1931–2007

POET’S REGION U.S., New England

Subjects Spring, Landscapes & Pastorals, Activities, Nature, Sports & Outdoor Activities, Weather, Animals

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John Engels grew up in South Bend, Indiana. He earned an AB in English from the University of Notre Dame, served in the US Navy for three years, attended University College, Dublin, and received an MFA from the University of Iowa in 1957. Engels published over 10 collections of poetry, among them The Homer Mitchell Place (1968), Weather-Fear: New and Selected Poems 1958–1982 (1983), Walking to Cootehill: New and Selected Poems, . . .

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SUBJECT Spring, Landscapes & Pastorals, Activities, Nature, Sports & Outdoor Activities, Weather, Animals

POET’S REGION U.S., New England

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