2212 West Flower Street

By Michael Collier b. 1953 Michael Collier
When I think of the man who lived in the house   
behind ours and how he killed his wife
and then went into his own back yard,
a few short feet from my bedroom window,
and put the blue-black barrel of his 30.06
inside his mouth and pulled the trigger,
I do not think about how much of the barrel
he had to swallow before his fingers reached the trigger,   
nor the bullet that passed out the back of his neck,   
nor the wild orbit of blood that followed
his crazy dance before he collapsed in a clatter
over the trash cans, which woke me.

Instead I think of how quickly his neighbors restored   
his humanity, remembering his passion
for stars which brought him into his yard
on clear nights, with a telescope and tripod,
or the way he stood in the alley in his rubber boots   
and emptied the red slurry from his rock tumblers   
before he washed the glassy chunks of agate   
and petrified wood. And we remembered, too,   
the goose-neck lamp on the kitchen table
that burned after dinner and how he worked   
in its bright circle to fashion flies and lures.   
The hook held firmly in a jeweler’s vise,

while he wound the nylon thread around the haft   
and feathers. And bending closer to the light,
he concentrated on tying the knots, pulling them tight   
against the coiled threads. And bending closer still,   
turning his head slightly toward the window,   
his eyes lost in the dark yard, he took the thread ends   
in his teeth and chewed them free. Perhaps he saw us   
standing on the sidewalk watching him, perhaps he didn’t.   
He was a man so much involved with what he did,   
and what he did was so much of his loneliness,   
our presence didn’t matter. No one’s did.
So careful and precise were all his passions,

he must have felt the hook with its tiny barbs   
against his lip, sharp and trigger-shaped.
It must have been a common danger for him—
the wet clear membrane of his mouth threatened   
by the flies and lures, the beautiful enticements   
he made with his own hands and the small loose   
thread ends which clung to the roof of his mouth   
and which he tried to spit out like an annoyance   
that would choke him.

Michael Collier, “2212 West Flower Street” from The Neighbor (Chicago: The University of Chicago Press, 1995). Copyright © 1995 by Michael Collier. Used by permission of the author.

Source: The Neighbor (1995)

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Poet Michael Collier b. 1953

POET’S REGION U.S., New England

Subjects Friends & Enemies, Crime & Punishment, Living, Social Commentaries, Youth, Marriage & Companionship, Home Life, Relationships

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Michael Collier was born in Phoenix, Arizona in 1953. He studied with William Meredith as an undergraduate at Connecticut College, and earned his MFA at the University of Arizona. Poet laureate of Maryland from 2001-2004, Collier is also the director of the Bread Loaf Writers’ Conference, and teaches in the creative writing program at the University of Maryland. His books of poetry include The Clasp and Other Poems (1986), The . . .

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SUBJECT Friends & Enemies, Crime & Punishment, Living, Social Commentaries, Youth, Marriage & Companionship, Home Life, Relationships

POET’S REGION U.S., New England

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