Written by Himself

By Gregory Pardlo b. 1968 Gregory Pardlo

I was born in minutes in a roadside kitchen a skillet

whispering my name. I was born to rainwater and lye;

I was born across the river where I

was borrowed with clothespins, a harrow tooth,

broadsides sewn in my shoes. I returned, though

it please you, through no fault of my own,

pockets filled with coffee grounds and eggshells.

I was born still and superstitious; I bore an unexpected burden.

I gave birth, I gave blessing, I gave rise to suspicion.

I was born abandoned outdoors in the heat-shaped air,

air drifting like spirits and old windows.

I was born a fraction and a cipher and a ledger entry;

I was an index of first lines when I was born.

I was born waist-deep stubborn in the water crying

ain’t I a woman and a brother I was born

to this hall of mirrors, this horror movie I was

born with a prologue of references, pursued

by mosquitoes and thieves, I was born passing

off the problem of the twentieth century: I was born.

I read minds before I could read fishes and loaves;

I walked a piece of the way alone before I was born.

Gregory Pardlo, "Written By Himself" from The Best American Poetry 2010. Copyright © 2010 by Gregory Pardlo. Reprinted by permission of Gregory Pardlo.

Source: The Best American Poetry 2010 (2010)

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Poet Gregory Pardlo b. 1968

POET’S REGION U.S., Mid-Atlantic

Subjects Living, Coming of Age, Disappointment & Failure, Time & Brevity, Social Commentaries, History & Politics, Race & Ethnicity

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Gregory Pardlo was born in Philadelphia and grew up in Willingboro, New Jersey. Currently, he is an associate editor for the literary journal Callaloo and a contributing editor for Painted Bride Quarterly. He divides his time between Brooklyn and Washington DC, where he is on the creative writing faculty of George Washington University. Pardlo’s poems, reviews, and translations have been widely published and are noted for . . .

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