By Carl Phillips b. 1959 Carl Phillips
Not less; only—different. Not
everything should be visible.

doves. Not everything
can be. There are many parts
to the body. The light, like

I said. Gratia exempli, per
person more than one
heart. As, of hearts,
more than one kind.
As coin.
As thrust. To begin

counting is to understand
what it can mean, to
lose track. Is there nothing

not useful? Anything
left, anymore, private? Ambition,
like they said: little torch;

having meant to. Doom is
always in style somewhere
and, where it isn't, will

come back. Bird
in the bush, take me. Splendor:
nothing priceless. To believe

anything, to want anything—these,
too, have cost you. Flame,
and the beveled sword, set

inside it. This one,
this—what did you think
body was? What did you

mean when you said
not everything should
be said? The light as a tipped

cone, searching. The body
that breaks
finally, routinely faltering

before that. If a sword,
then without patience; if as
water–pearled, swift. What else

could you have thought,
when you thought
love–having known

the torch, having more than
meant to. Just watch me. Not
grand; only—distant. Weather,

and the bleachable skull,
set inside it. Locust-wind, small

fingering wind,
Carry me,
let the prayer—valiant, up—

go. Some bright and
last thing

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Poet Carl Phillips b. 1959

Subjects Religion, Faith & Doubt, The Spiritual

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Referred to as “one of America’s most original, influential, and productive of lyric poets,” Carl Phillips is the author of a dozen books of poetry and two works of criticism. He was born in Everett, Washington in 1959, and his family moved frequently around the United States. He earned a BA from Harvard, an MAT from the University of Massachusetts, and an MA in creative writing from Boston University. Before teaching English at . . .

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