Three Men Walking, Three Brown Silhouettes

They remember the dead who died in the resistance.   
It is in sweet tones that they speak of them.   
They shake their heads, still, after the dinner

Walking back to the car, while an evening snow   
That has started windlessly, white from pearl-gray,   
Falls into streets that are already slushy.

They shake their heads, as we do when there is something   
Too strange to believe,
Or as a beast does, stunned by a blow.

“To die in the resistance,”   they say, “is to fail   
To turn into slush, to escape this ugliness.   
It is at once to leap, a creamy swan,

Upward.”   Three voices: oboe, piano, cello.
The high one wishes to be pleasing, the middle   
To be practical, the deep to persevere.

A movie theater lobby in front of them
Throws its light on the sidewalk, like a woman   
Swiftly emptying a bucket of water:

The flakes are falling in its yellow light.   
Then they pass a café, its light red neon,   
Then a closed pharmacy.

                                    —They pull sharp air
Into their lungs, a pain that is a pleasure.   
“Try to live as if there were no God,”   
They don’t say, but they mean.

A recollection of purity, a clean
Handkerchief each man feels in his own pocket,
Perturbs them, slows their pace down. Now they have seen

A yellow stain on a pile of old snow
Between two parked cars, where a man has peed:   
The resistance. The falling flakes, falling

On the men’s hats. And now
The snow grows heavier, falls on their stooping shoulders.

Alicia Ostriker, “Three Men Walking, Three Brown Silhouettes” from The Little Space: Poems Selected and New, 1968-1998. Copyright © 1998 by Alicia Ostriker. All rights are controlled by the University of Pittsburgh Press, Pittsburgh, PA 15260, Used by permission of University of Pittsburgh Press.
Source: The Little Space: Poems Selected and New 1968-1998 (University of Pittsburgh Press, 1998)
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