Spiral, Surrounded by Spoiled Accord (Or, Schizoaffective, Unspecified)

  What I have done is created
History, exquisite manuscripts
  With angering blame.

What I have done is created

  manuscripts

in pity of me

  culpable

my Spain loneliness

  exquisite

in pity of me

  misery

What I have done is created

  manuscripts

berserk with anger

  culpable

berserk with anger

  history

What I have done is created

  misery

Do I know myself?

  manuscripts

Do I know myself?

  history

What I have done is created

  culpable

Blame, a spoilt milk—

  manuscripts

Spoilt dignity—

  misery

What I have done is created

  culpable

  Blame angered with berserk
Manuscripts exquisiting history.
  What’s created is done. What am I?

Source: Poetry (June 2025)